It only felt like moments ago that we were making plans for the future and I started getting comfortable with that idea. The idea of you and me in the future tense, it filled with me such an indescribable sense of excitement and joy. This weekend was supposed to be amazing. But in the span of a day, your heart changed. It’s now you in the middle, with me on one side, and your best friend whom you’ve fallen for on the other side. Two hearts to consider and you can only choose one. The other one you have to break. No matter who you chose, I’m yours. I was yours from the moment I laid my lips on yours. Something about that isn’t fair. But honestly, I hope that you choose me. Because I’m still the guy for you. I won’t make this a me or him choice for you. You already have me as unfair as it is. All I can hope is that there’s something you see in me that’s worth betting the farm on. The things I would do with that one fair shot. 

So let me lay it out for you. I’m in like with you and want to be with you, and only you. We’d be amazing together. We met at an inconvenient time and we didn’t plan to like each other. But both of those things happened. So I’ll wait. As long as it takes. All I’m asking of you is to look deep within yourself and go with who’s going to be there for you no matter what. Who doesn’t just want you for your body (but also your mind and heart), who respects your choices, loves your family, and won’t steal you away from your friends, and the one who will love you unconditionally. I just want a chance to prove that I’m better than the best me you’ve ever imagined. All that’s left for me to do is to give you a chance to chose me. We may not have known each other as long and the feelings don’t run as deep yet. But the hint of what could be that we shared, you can’t tell me you didn’t wonder in awe of what it could be. Of what it could still be.